I had second and third thoughts about this challenge in the first place because it was so expensive and I've never done a cleans before, I've never used this stuff before but my brother talked me into it and it seems to work for everyone else :-/ So I thought, 'fine I'll try it and see if it works.'.
So I have to say that this Advocare has not started out very well. I ordered my distribution kit and then my 24 day challenge kit. Well it seems that my package got stolen right from my door. I was suppose to start 2 weeks ago but I've had trouble with the re-order and it's still not in my hands YET. So I thought that I'd share a little bit about my trouble area's. My trouble area's are FOOD. Eating makes me happy. Others have other addictions; drugs, alcohol...I have chocolate, pizza and the HOLIDAY'S! I just enjoy food, whether I'm hungry or not...my brother eats to live and I live to eat. That's a PROBLEM. I'm tired of being round, feeling round and having a not so healthy self image....I do everything for crying out loud, why do I have a bad self image your asking yourself. That's easy...I want to be better at everything, I want to LOOK like a Triathlete, a Marathoner and a Crossfitter. I should have MAD abs, SICK arms and bad ASS legs, not to mention a high tight ass. I should have TONS of energy and I don't. If I lose more fat, and gain more muscle I can get faster and have a successful Ironman Triathlon in 2012 and a spectacular half Ironman in July 2011. I did the Paleo challenge and did everything that I was suppose to do and lost 1%, in like a month and a half....WHAT only 1%, next to everyone's 3% +. Yeah, yeah I hear ya "Your not everyone else Kerry." forget that mess I'm busting my ass and NOT eating the stuff I love and EATING all paleo food...BLAH...so lets try something to kick start my body and see what the hell is up. I hear that it will change my addictions and afternoon cravings. We'll see what happens.
I'm going to try and keep this blog up again and be painfully honest with how I feel and what's going on. Other people reading this might have the same problems as me and are afraid to mention things...so I'll do it :-/ I have a few limitations and issues but I try really hard not to dwell on them.
- 1. I have firbomialga (sp?) (that has TONS of symptoms)
- 2. I'm hypoglycemic (blood sugar)
- 3. I had my gallbladder removed in 2007 ... (major stomach problem sometimes. READ #1)
- 4. ...right after I shattered my elbow and had to get a brand new shiny radial head (elbow) installed ;-/ (less strength on right side and can't straighten my arm. Painful)
- 5. My shoulder still gives me problems from where I got THAT sewn back together (mostly due to weather)
- IBS (READ #1)
My stuff SHOULD be here tomorrow or Saturday. Michele and I are starting (probably) Monday.
Good night for now.
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