Some people find there self at 20, some at 30. I'm not exactly a natural when it comes to (anything but being sarcastic) being athletic. I tried soccer when I was little but I wasn't good so the coach never put me in, I tried gymnastics but I'm not really sure what happened there either, so I became a couch potato. I wish I had stuck with something throughout my school years because it sure would help me now. You know when you try and you try but something seems to always get in your way, so you try to find another way and sometimes you just think..."maybe this isn't for me." Why does my body only know how to get better at a freaking SNAILS pace? I have no clue but I'm getting damn frustrated I'm telling you. Sure I have all of my limbs, new parts yes but they just don't show, so I KNOW I can do it. There is no reason why I can't do this. Plus, what else is there to do....get lazy?...that is NOT a option I've worked to damn hard for this. I just want to be as good and fast as my friends, to be able to keep up. I'm tired of getting smoked at everything!
I'm good at being slow and inefficient but I want to be BETTER at being efficient and fast (er). I'm just not sure when that will happen.
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